further thoughts

Please never let me be a sad old lady who is 2 sandwiches short of a picnic wandering the streets smelling a bit and talking to strangers about how Siam and Singapore are in China and how their geography is terrible and they should go to a shop and find an atlas.

Tonight I craved a whisky.  I think a bit of a hot toddy would go down well.  The Ainsley's onion cup-a-soup I had instead wasn't really a good alternative.  J.ohn suggested I invent a chaser that would help me break up alcohol.  Ah.med suggested steroids.  I think he was thinking about allergies though, and even though I say I'm allergic to alcohol, it's not really an allergy, just a convenient lie.

I decided I would like to crawl inside a Calvin & Hobbe's comic, although I think Calvin would probably shun me because I'm a gross girl. :(  It's ok, I will steal Hobbes and make him play with me instead.

I just realised as I was writing that that I've always for some peculiar reason thought that Hobbes looked like the ex or vice versa.  I believe this is a trick of the stupid subconcious.  But I'm not really sure what it's supposed to mean.  But I'm sure it is being bad.  Bad subconcious!

The best way to get the neighbours to shut up when they're arguing is to put Josh on really loud.  Either that, or he drowns them out.  I'm not really sure.

I can't wait to be free again so I can go visit Edinburgh - but I have this terrible feeling that Edinburgh's going to be a let-down when I finally get there.  I hate stupid emo TCK feelings.  Which are probably right.

I keep telling Ac.un he should visit me and I shall take him to Edinburgh and he will *love* it and I would *love* to show it to him - even though I know it's nigh near impossible and I hate myself for saying these things to him because it is so impossible for him to come here.

I can't believe I'm taking that plane journey again... I have a feeling M'sia is going to be a let-down.  Oh well, at least the food will be good.  If I'm allowed to eat it, that is.  At any rate I will be there straight after the thesis which means I will have hair falling out in clumps and spots from all the caffeine I have been ingesting, so a bit more food won't do that much harm...