This is why....

....we listen to my brain when it tells me that guys are bad for me.

him: How you?
me: ok
you?
him: Pretty good.
Been with the gf 2 months now... scary..
work is good.
him: I think I'm becoming a better person
me: How so?
him: Little things like not being a mentalist all the time and having ironed shirts waiting for me in the morning. me thinks: having ironed shirts waiting for him in the morning means he is becoming a better person? How????
him: I'll be down in london next week for a conference.
me: hehe we could do lunch
him: possibly.
I'll get in touch closer to the date.
if I remember.
You might want to remind me.

Plucking faster. I know I turned him down, and with obviously very good reason, but he still manages to make me feel like I am this big --> | | and that he never cared about me.