....the combination of writing the last post and watching last ever episode of dawson's led me to have one of the worse dreams ever in which I boarded an airplane to Malta and people started dying unexpectedly in accidents/murder, and said friend goes missing, presumed dead. I woke up because I was so distressed.

In other news...

depression, disappearing, Budweiser, Rabbit in your Headlights... all this reminds me of you. Whiskey coke as well, for some reason, although that just hit me. Yes, it's all surrounded me in the last few days, and makes me wonder where you are and if you're happy. I hope you are. xx