One more week to go...

I don't know... I'm not happy tonight!  I already have had to say bye to a few people, which sucks.  Then I was hanging out at the fountain with the people who stay over the weekends and they were just talking about stupid things and I just didn't want to be there, so I left.

 

Tried calling Vashti because I have no one else to talk to and I want to talk to someone that I haven't been stuck around for 7 weeks.  Going to see Eleanor tomorrow hopefully.  This week has been a bit strange, have had a few incidents, but not directly relating to me apart from the ridiculous heat wave... I borrowed an air conditioner off a counselor who had his week off this week but instead of enjoying it myself I gave it over to 4 girls for 3 nights... even last night which was really cool and breezy and I just had to go sleep in random places.

 

I don't know if I'm ready to just go home... I don't think I am!  I don't want more time at camp but at the same time I don't want there to be an ending... funny how I'm still not good at goodbyes.  With the kids it's not so bad because you only know them for a week or two... these guys I've been around for 7 weeks, 8 weeks next week.  Then it makes me think what I'm going to do next year when I graduate, and all the people I'll have to say goodbye to THEN.  This little girl doesn't like goodbyes.

 

Let's talk about something else.

 

This guy totally asked me out on Tuesday.  He works at Princeton and all through camp I've seen him maybe once or twice a week walking down the hallway and all I've ever said to him is 'Hi'.  Then on Tuesday he was holding some food and I was like "oh, what've you got there?" then we talked for a bit and then he was like "this is probably really random, but would you like to go for ice cream sometime after work?" and I was like "oh.... I don't have 'after work'.  I work until 11pm... that's after work for me!"

 

I want to go somewhere tonight.  My director just invited me to Philly and I would've gone but... they were just leaving and I didn't want to hold them up and I would've had to get some clothes and stuff.  I want to get out of here!