Wow. ok. That last post was a little over the top. But I'm gonna leave it. Because (and here's the greatest thing) Ally is strong enough to admit to Billy that she still loves him, even after however many years, so I guess I can be strong enough to admit to the internet that I hurt, even after a month.

Seems like everyone else is hurting too, so I guess I can say I'm not alone, though this is one of those things you'd rather for everybody else be alone in. I've been following This imploding heart for a few years and am so so sorry that Sonya (who I don't even know and have never spoken to in my life) has broken up with Cake. Then there are some of my friends. And even Keira Knightley. Maybe it's just because I'm here, but it seems like everyone's breaking up these days.

Tomorrow night: Casino theme night. Should I go dress woman and find a feather boa or shirt vest man with slicked back hair?

I'm going for man myself...