summer

During summer I always feel like I should be having more fun, or doing more stuff. But instead every summer I just go to work and watch a lot of TV and surf a lot of internet.

I don't know what sort of fun I should be having, just that I should enjoy summer more than I do non-summer.

But I don't think I do.

I don't think I had much fun last year at uni either, I spent too much time at karate. Not enough time with friends. Too much time travelling and sleeping and being comfortable but not having fun. I had a lot of fun in first year, despite almost certainly not getting enough sleep. I think I need to do new things.